Catching up with myself
12:59 AM
It has been quite sometimes since I had my “me time”. Last
time was when I was in Melbourne. I was busy dealing things so called life that
I forgot, myself need attention from me too like I used to do before.
Today wasn’t turned out to be so great in the beginning.
Long story short, the presentation went so suck! The presentation slide did not
work by the time it was presented. It was such an hassle to sort of compile
everything on stage, right at the podium, in front of the class. We took too
much time. Well, I admit it, even the members weren’t prepared.
Miscommunication, and I don’t know how could it happen. It was yet, one of my
worse presentation.
Right after class, my friend Reno, text me:
“hey, you look nervous during the presentation.. but overall
it was okay”
“yea, because the slides weren’t working L “
“no worries, you did your best”
“thanks! how bout other presentation, didn’t I look
nervous?”
“Nope, most of your presentation was perfectly nice.. but
today you were very nervous.”
I was somehow, feel little bit disturbed with what happened.
I decided to go out have a moment with myself.
I went to saloon to cut my hair. Somehow, I feel irritated
with my hair. Lol. Tak pasal-pasal, rambut salah? Hahah. Funny, yea I know.
So after I get my hair done, I went straight to MBO cinema,
and yeap!
Yeap, AADC2~ I need my closure for the movie which I watch more than 10 years ago.
I do not want to be a spoiler anyways.
There were not so many people in the cinema hall, the whole
row for my seat was empty. cool~ The movie was okay. Didn’t as intense as expected.
But still, I felt overwhelmed feelings, or I called it post movie syndrome.
Before I went back, bought some fruits for my lunch and
dinner for days later.
Critical weeks are coming. yeap, week 10 onwards will be challenging. this is when every assignments need to be submitted, it's climax period for AIESEC as well. this is when gonna be the real test of how I could manage my emotion, yeap. emotional intelligent. lets pray for all of the strength for everyone. and stay positive.
later.
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